It seems that too many hols will make a person angsty, bored, cranky and hateful, particularly when that person has no money, no purpose, too much time on his hands and no games to play with. So, u can basically sum up that its me after all. I just don’t know what to do already. Online? Done that. PC games? Played all. Call my belle? Called, and not a pleasant one coz I’m boring enough to her. What can I say to her when I’ve told her everything? It did not help especially when my jokes are dry and lame. Sigh….life without purpose is certainly a life not worth living..
Have the mood to write a poem now, words from the heart.
Listen..
Listen…
It’s hard for me you know..
I don’t want u to hate me…
I don’t want you feel angry…
I just don’t know how to say, the words in my heart..
I’m not wise in speaking…not clever in arguing…
I’m no good with humors and jokes, and certainly I’m bad at entertaining…
But..do you have to brush me off?
Sometimes…
I just need people to listen..to be by my side…
You don’t have to say anything..advice anything…
I know what to do, I know how..
But I need encouragement, understanding, and ears that listen..
So…
Listen, will you?
